I am 14 and have been suffering from depression since I be twelve. It wasn't serious at first but it has been getting progressively worse, along next to anxiety, and slowly emerging suicidal thoughts. I always thought about suicide, but never in fact considered doing it, but recently it has be getting so bad that it is all I can deliberate about. I have be to therapists and maybe I hold just had discouraging luck but it seems to be ineffective for me. I know that there are medicinal treatments out at hand for depression and anxiety and sleep insomnia (oh yeah, by the way I have that too) but I don't judge that my parents will let me, nor do I know how to ask them. I am afraid that they will get barmy, or think that I am just self dumb and not accept me. I didn't want to go on meds at first any, but at this point I am willing to do anything to make it stop. anything.

I enjoy horrible self-confidence...please back me boost it up!!?

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Answers:    First things first, DONT CONSIDER SUICIDE!. I'm going through indistinguishable kind of thing that you are and so are a generous percent of the population of the world. Depression is as common as the common cold contained by this day in age, I know what its approaching to wake up in the morning - want to die - next go back to bed. Its not a nice entry at all and i totally feel for you because I'm am surrounded by this situation to. Don't trap yourself in your own mind, if you feel something afterwards talk about it, try and find someone who have been or still is in alike situation as you are and just chat. If you don't have anyone to speech to then try writing your thoughts in to a diary, trust me it dose take the edge off the pain. Just try to keep contained by mind that no matter how bad things can appear its never worth taking your own life over it. Bad feelings come and walk, you will get over this. Take care.

Will you impart me your evaluation on what my doctor said?

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All you can do is ask. Or if you see a psychologist next they can give you a referral to one. who gives a bank about what theyll think. sure, theyre ur parents. but if ur afraid of cause self-injury, TELL THEM.

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