I literally achieve sick everytime I return with upset or dissappointed??
Answers: It's called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Counseling would probably do you a world of wonders to natter it over and get it out of your system. It is psychological. It can be treated.
Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome, considering when it begin. Read up on that...and seek counseling. Its possible to recouperate....but it will lug dealing with fairly than burying what scared/hurt you. Heal well!
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